Courage is not the absence of fear.
Courage is carrying out your convictions in the face of fear.
-John Perkins
The time I spent there challenged me to keep the promises I've been making to God since I was about 13. The ones that went:
"If you get me into the University of Michigan (glad he didn't answer that prayer)...If you get me an A in Organic Chemistry...If you can keep me from running out of the MCAT facility...If get me into med school...If you provide financially for med school...if you promise I won't go crazy during medical school...then, I'll serve as a doctor wherever you send me. "
Leaving for three days put me behind big time at school, BIG time. But, I have a feeling I'd feel about the same had I decided to stay here. Luckily I vented during lunch with Bre and Amanda over sushi...so you don't have to hear it. You're welcome.
Post-conference, I added a lifelong goal to my to do list:
1. Learn Bible stories like it's my job and get really good at telling them.
Deuteronomy 15:11
"There will always be poor people in the land. Therefore I command you to be openhanded toward your brothers and toward the poor and needy in your land."
You inspire us--keep up the good work. We're proud of you! Oh, and safe to say no one will be eating your sushi! Love, Mom
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